memories are meant to be kept(:

2010-04-11T21:42:00.002+08:00

why do bad things happen all together?

i haven really get over the loss of my aunt & another thing just happen again.

how i wish to get it all out of my lungs but this thing that have happen is far tooo disgraceful.

yes, i use the word DISGRACEFUL.

WHY.

you have destroyed yr image once. i took a long time to get it over.

now, it happened another time, involving another matter.

simply wat's wrong?

when will you learn your lesson.

2010-01-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

Suddenly smth happened. No one expected this too.

I just got to keep praying for i know only He can do miracles.

Many things about tomorrow
I don’t seem to understand;
But I know who holds tomorrow,
And I know who holds my hand.

Never be afraid to entrust the unknown future to the all-knowing God.

2009-12-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

I NEED A WHITE DRESSS!
but i duno where to get suitable one.

Things are always like tat.
The more you desire, the more you cant get it.

i need it for my confirmation!
HELPPP!

2009-09-28T22:54:00.005+08:00

- 25092009 -

$4.20 drink
cute bottle right? (:

our dinner

me. kai. feric

jess. tc. esther

BEFORE

AFTER

CELL 89!

nice gathering together!
got to gather often like this sooon! :D

2009-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

for once, blogger was a place whereby i could freely type out everything that is in my mind.
now, i realize i could not.
there are really alot of struggles inside me.
i really wish to share it all out so that i would feel better.
but those struggles are too tough for me.
all i can do is just to pray&tell Him how i feel.
take my pain away.

planning for fun week is really not an easy task.
do appreciate everything that had been done for you.
so, never complain at how bad this program is etc.
JIAYOU!

once again, i had fallen. it's just a mistake from the start.

2009-07-04T23:37:00.008+08:00

i have been trying hard to update each time when the week ends.
but i'm just too tired.
hahaha.

one whole month haven been updating le.
lots & lots of stuffs happen.
good,bad

my colleague had quitted her job already.
was thinking, how long can i survive here.
really hunting hard for another suitable job.

celebrated liling's advanced bdae
hahha.
we gave her a dustbin as present.
at first she really thot it's just a dustbin.
ahhaa! that's really funny man.
we wont be that bad to give u that lor.
anyway, that's winnie's idea =X
*pushing all the blame to her*
hahaha

we dinnered at newyorknewyork!
pictures are at her camera.
will upload it when she tagged us in fb

anyway, tmr is YOUTH DAY!
so excited man!
lots of events but the next day need to work!
argh.
i am still considered a youth wat
i demand compensation
hahaha!

2009-05-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey people!

i had my GRADUATION CEREMONY on 28 may 2009!

that marks the end of my polytechnic life man!

3 years gone like that.

will be uploading the pictures really sooon.

work is killing me.

everyday i'm home so tired.

now, i'm so afraid that my weekends would be burn all because of my job.

i'm thinking should i just change another job?

i really need You to talk to me, should i just continue here.

should i further my studies to get a degree ?

2009-05-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

1st week of work is OVER.

i felt so tired. gosh man.
never in my sch days, i felt so tired before.
work is never easy.
early in the morning, all the squeezing with the crowd.
in the evening, rushing to the mrt station to get back home asap.

now, i'm having sore throat.
how am i going to survive for at least 1month?
just 1 week, now i am having sore throat.
PRAY FOR ME!
doing telesales, having a sore throat is a total NONO.
let me recover sooon!
that's the reason why i keep drinking herbal tea these few days.
abit too late huh.
sore throat already den start drinking.

at times i really wonder if i am suitable to do this job?
i must admit that every job sure have it's pro & con
starting from 4th may, i need to submit at least 3submissions in A DAY.
HELP!
for the past 1 wk, i only manage to close like 2submissions?

& the most irritating part is that i can only get my april cum may's pay at the end of MAY la.
grrr. so long.

i really need the wisdom & strength.

2009-04-16T14:42:00.002+08:00

gosh man.

my new friend just told me that she got to terminate her contract!! =(

it's bcos her father last min wanted her to go overseas to study.

totally new environment on monday le.

there goes my hope!

haha

it's thursday! 1.2..3...MORE DAYS!

ahhhh.

2009-04-14T15:44:00.005+08:00

i went for my 1st official interview yesterday.
thanks liling for yr accompanyment.
if not i guess i will be very stressful up.
hahah
but end up, everything went quite smoothly.
the person that interview me was quite okay.

& i will start working on 20april2009!
1st full time job.
there will be training of cos.
in the contract, got one term say that i got to reach a certain quota.
if i dont reach it, they will ask me to leave after the 2wks of training =X
stress.

dear God, i pray that u will be with me all the time.
pray tat the customers that i call, would be friendly.
and that i am able to meet my daily target.
4 customers to sign up for the credit card.
i really need to know the information & benefits very well so that i can talk and promote well to the customers (: amen

today,
i got to specially go down just to sign the contract.
my poor liling was sick, therefore she cant accompany me down to raffles place.
i was so afraid that i might get lost there, but thankful for the signboard located at the mrt.
hahah.
ohya, i manage to make a new friend =D
she is also starting work on mon.
hahaha. at least mon i will see a familiar face.
hehe.

i'm thankful for this position although i'm not sure if i can cope.
but then, nothing is impossible through Him.
I will just pray and believe that i can do it.
It will be a good experience for me as i nv work in this kind of environment before.
JIAYOU!

a few more days for me to enjoy before i start my working life.
NO MORE WAKING UP LATE for me sooon!
=(

2009-04-11T23:51:00.004+08:00

people!!

i am having my 1st interview on monday.

13APRIL2009 - 3PM

Location : Haw Par Techno Centre

Company : Royal Bank of Scotland (RBS)

PLEASE keep me in prayer!

it's my first official interview.

i wont know how i would fare.

but i will do my best (:

BALAI TRIP! (:

2009-03-27T11:32:00.003+08:00

finally decided to upload these pictures.
haha

-room 316-

our bedroom(:

girls picture before setting off

1st coffee shop that we went for lunch

this weird drink.

i forgot the name of it

i'm actually testing out my self-timer function.

the result of it.

a proper one(:

4 tired pigs sleeping in processs

taken while esther&mei were asleep =P

mei

take 1

take 2

take 3

previous 3 shots are taken by LI WEI KANG la.

he and his stupid speed.

zzz

FINALLY a proper shot.

...

we love each other! <3

agree?

see, we're exercising not enjoying.

hahah =X

breakfast that we had for 2nd day.

i tell u.
their house is really big.
big until they can open a zoo man.
almost all kinds of animals can be found there.

the bus that we sit to waterfall & beach

welcome to the WATERFALL!

can u spot who are the 2 guys there?

beach side

i just love the sand there.

BBQ session at wan's house!

i realized this is the only pic i took with my les.

ALONE. =(

*kope from her blog

2009-03-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

hey people!

i am back from my trip!

i have lots of picture to upload!

but i wont be uploading now. mayb tmr?

cos the pictures are very big.

long uploading time required.

anyway, glad tat we did have some bonding there thou it's only like 3days2night(:

well, balai is a place where i seldom see traffic light around.

the road are small & squeezing.

i felt so fortunate to be part of a singaporean

however, unfortunate thing is that my aunty come visiting me at the wrong time.

i was in a pain when i reach habourfront.

i really thank esther for being with me most of the time.

THANK YOU =D

& of cos, not forgetting, mushi,mei,ger for their care.

and everyone else too(:

oh. i realise tht i didnt know who pay for my breakfast =X

but thank God, i felt better after eating medicine.

if not i cant even enjoy myself in this trip.

alright alright.

wait for my photos.

lazy to type.

2009-02-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

FINALLY i dont have to go to school anymore!

no more school days for me.

now, is all about WORKING LIFE.

will i get my 1st official interview sooon?

i hope so.

just hope that after that balai trip, i will be able to get a job.

if not, i will be slacking at home like nobody businesss

just got to work everything step by step.

cos only He knows the correct path for me.

i guess at times, i really think too much.

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!

2009-02-11T23:05:00.005+08:00

FINALLY.

presentation is OVER.

it's really so relieving.

my heart was like 'phew'

everyone was so relaxed after this final presentation.

now is rushing through reports & touch up on project.

it will be over soon!

we started taking photos inside lab.

cant believe it. 3months just pass like this.

L633
(:

2009-02-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

presentation is TOMORROW!
stress.
3pm

those who read this, PLS keep me in prayer ya?
it's my LAST presentation in poly life.
i really hope i am able to do a good job.

project is still okay. but den LSL still thinks that it's too simple & plain.
well, my brain juice is dead.
or rather, i cant design stuffs in creative manner.

i really just wanna settle everything by this week. (i hope)
i really dont wanna extend till next week. & face this stupid damn thing

but den, 3more days.
i wont be seeing my friends. gosh
wat if i feel emotional on friday?
dont get a shock k. hAha.

cant imagine everything is ending so soon
3 years of poly life.
can u imagine it?

work life. office polities.
recession.

i havent even start doing my resume man.
damn.

alot of stuffs to settle after the end of fyp.
i need to continue learning my piano.
stop for like half a year already man

so long la.
all because of FYP & IPP.

JIAYOU!

2009-01-30T09:02:00.004+08:00

i'm getting stressed up.
presentation is due next wed.

11FEB2008 3PM

well, i just need everything to do done for my presentation.
something that is presentable.
i'm not demanding too much, it's my supervisor.
damn it.
i seriously cant wait for fyp to be over man.
i just got a feeling that she will just ask me to stay back for another week to complete my stuffs nicely.
just bcos she dont really like some of my ideas.
zz.
it's torturing to actually stay back for another wk.
with no friends around except my partner =X
mayb for the higher grades, i endure.
just hope she dont demand too much.

this weekends. or rather weekend.
i really got to stay at home & suffer awhile.
no going out this week.
AHH.
torture man.
got to face my project.

i need to motivate myself.
"serene, complete yr project and you can enjoy all you want. sacrifice some time off. & get yr project done asap(: You all have all the remaining weekends once this fyp is done. JIAYOU! "

i really need the strength to continue doing.
at times, i really cant take it.
alot of problems flooding into my mind.

especially tt LSL's comment.
i'm slow. fine.
i am really trying my best to speed up.
cant u just give us encouragement like other supervisors?

i know there is no point complaining here.
BUT i just need to get all these off my mind.
i really really await for 6pm/530pm.
i get back home.
the feeling is so nice.

i hope that i'm able to sustain until the end of fyp.
(:

忍忍忍!

2009-01-30T09:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 'surprised' BIRTHDAY JESSIE! =D

we had such a hard time waiting outside.
peeking through those black&dark windows to see if u're inside.
hah.
& right, the wind was like so strong.
we had problems lighting up the candles. haha.
but did we really sing the song very loud?
hahaha.
do u love us alot?
hahah=X

see the background of the pictures?
nice rite? haha.

anyway, this is a very belated post. hahah.
did u start to feel that u're already 20?

New Year is over already.
gosh. it's like so fast.
this year's new year is like so soon la.
during jan. zzz
couldnt really enjoy much la.
work ppl can afford to take leave but us students, got to go back to sch on the 3rd day.
it was like total no mood la. even i take bus, the bus was like so empty.

the worst thing is ...
FYPJ dateline is approaching soon la.
last day is 13feb.
but i might be staying for another week to touch up my project.
just hope that i am able to complete my assignment/project so that i am able to present it properly this time.

report writing - haven even started writing

got to really chiong.
but weekends. do i have time to complete?
i thot weekends are my rest day. but then, with this project, wat will happen?

- back to work

2009-01-17T00:34:00.005+08:00

finally.
i can blog pictures!
sch internet just sucks.

Happy belated 20th Birthday To Joker Ang Su Jin!
(:

- Main Lead -

Cheryl with Heather

Cheryl with Paul paul!

Cheryl with ME!

all kinds of weird faces we do!
haha

*hugs

2009-01-14T17:46:00.004+08:00

after passing 14days of 2009, it's my first time updating my post for the entry of 2009.
alright.
since everyone is aiming on my blog, i shall UPDATE for once.

life of 2009.
how would it be.
exciting? sorrows? happiness?

decide to be on my cheerful stand.
it's not good dwelling on those unhappy stuffs

and yes.
it was my les 20th birthday YESTERDAY.
hahha.
T W E N T Y leh.
gosh. it's so scary. hahaha. cant imagine she have reached that age.
HAHAHA. oops.
*dont kill me, esther*
i know u love me.
HEHEHE.

anyway, it's a good thing okay. i'm saying that u're YOUNG.
hahah.
that's the end of 13jan.

on the 9th jan, we celebrated JOKER ANG's birthday!
another 20th bdae!
month of january. a month of total broke day.
haha. cant imagine when they are 21.
need to save lots lots of $ for their PRESENTS already la.
hahah. 2009 just came. & now i'm thinking about 2010.

jessie's birthday coming up!
hahah.

well, i just realized that i have lots of stuffs happening this month BUT i'm just so lazy to update.

like my mid-term FYP presentation.
-07jan2009-
it sucks thou.
my project was not really working quite well.
cock up here & there.
it's 30% mind you.

wk 12 presentation is like 70%!!!!
can u imagine it.

ARGH

2008-12-31T08:55:00.005+08:00

decided to blog before the yr2008 says goodbye to me.
hahah.

had closing ceremony in church on 27dec08
(:
theme : 黑色会
so exciting. seeing everyone in BLACK.
hahah.
photos to be uploaded SOOOON okay?
cos sch's connection is abit weak.
EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT TIME RIGHT? =D
babel rocks forever!
-best communication group!

just before the new year began, i wan to put away everything that happened during the year2008.

too many incidents had happened for this past year.
happy/unhappy/surprised/exciting
mixed emotions.

silence doesnt mean anything.

no matter wat happened, i have learnt to become stronger each time.
thou the process takes really really long time to overcome it & feelings were involved, BUT still memories had been made.
i will just treasure them.

i would wish tat yr2009 will be a great year for EVERYONE of us(:

pray for my mother also as she will be working in XYZ.
gonna be tough for her :(

Dear Lord, pls be with her all these period of time k?
As there is alot of things she have not learn before, let the youths out there listen & not be so rebellious. Do not let her be so stressed up with her work out there. Let her have enough rest too as she have to work for 6days/wk.

alright.
the beijing ppl are coming back tis coming monday!
cya around=D

counting down in hours time! hahaha
updatee my post with photos when i'm FREE.

lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!
(:

2008-12-12T10:43:00.002+08:00

well, i guess that i just need to do some updating here.

life have been miserable.
fyp-ing away.
torture is just the word to describe everything.
you never know wat's going on.
partner mia for the past 2weeks.
cos i only see her like twice in 2weeks.
is she really sick?
she made me wonder.

yeahh. i finally saw vanessa. HAHAH.
she gave me a paris keychain. it's GOLD in color! (:
nicee! thanks=D

Sentosa Treasure Hunt tmr @ 9am
Gonna be roasted.
argh.
i hate it.

week3 is ending soon.
approaching week4.
week6 30% presentation.
i have 2more weeks to go.

my cosy cushion is tempting me.
it's so comfy.
can sleep any moment.

i tried not to think about it.
i'm afraid.
WHY is this happening.
i tried hard.
it kept repeating.

2008-11-28T09:51:00.006+08:00

i'm back in sch.
for FYPJ

it's not really fun.
my partner power.
MC for 1wk until i have the feeling tht i'm just doing alone.

i miss IPP.
i miss everything there! =(
coming back to sch is no fun.
however, wat to do.
that's part and parcel of life.
we just have to go through it.

Project Title :

Development of Interactive e-Learning Objects (iLOs) on MS Excel VBA Programming Contents

Adobe CS3 Photoshop [recap]
Flash 8 [recap]
Macromedia Captivate [ self - learn ]

BUT the main problem.
i don't know how to use MS Excel to do VBA Programming =(
Someone help me!

finally it's friday.
i will have my wkends sooon!
SAT - sun
it's been 3mths since i last enjoy my SATURDAYS!
haha
and of cos, i would be going out on saturday!

and the most important factor of the day which is .....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA GOH (:

i just love u.
hahaha.
i bet u also have the same feeling rite?
hehe.
anw, thank you for everything.
seeing yr cheerful face will make my day good!
heheh.
keep maintaining that ok?
<3

2008-11-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

it's about time to clean up.

attachment is ENDING.
happy? sad? disappointed?

i just have to say i have feelings for almost everything.
going back sch seems so stressful.

PROJECTS.

3more mths. & i'm graduating.
i hope i'm able to cope with this FYP.
so damn independent.
put everything in His hand.

i cant stop thinking about it.
just accept it.

2008-10-20T08:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED

19th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

haha. it's my LAST teen la. Next yr gonna see the number '2' already.
nvm, ESTHER will be the 1st to reach that target. HAHA. oops.

Received PRESENTS! haha

Went to raffles city to have our sharing.
then halfway through, meishan & esther bought the bdae cake & my grp sang bdae song for me IN PUBLIC. make me so paiseh. haha. all looking at this direction.
but i really enjoy it. the presence of everyone made me felt so loved.
haha.

had dinner at clarke quay with 89 peeps.
i forgot the name of the 'restaurant'
fisherman _____
eat, talk, laughters, jokes.
and most impt, PHOTOS!
lots of them.
hahaa.

i had another cake surprise. haha
cos i went toilet, den when i came out, i saw jx.
den he told me to wait for him cos he's scared.
i was like thinking, huh. big GUY scare wat.
ahha. den jus wait lor.
*he's actually trying to waste my time, preventing me from going back there cos of the cake i suppose. haha*

den tht stupid tc, ask me to go another side. which is like so scary la. stairway to nowhere.
i'm not that silly! oops. haha.

then we went back.
when i was approaching the table, they sang birthday song like so LOUD can. haha.
whole restaurant know it's my bdae.
haha.
paiseh the second time.
but i'm really touched.
i saw the bdae cake, it's like so nice la.
had a pic of ALL 89peeps on top of the cake.

photo-taking session.
haha.
*bdae wish wish wish*

cutting cake.
by that time, everyone was like so damn full.
haha. den esther cut slices of cake.
the thickness is like WOW.
ahaha. dunno how many cm.
all forcing it into their stomach
HAHA.
i share with esther. we cant even finish 1slice lor.

den slack there alittle.
took pictures.

den the guys had a very very GAY pictures.
ahha. i'm actually waiting for esther to send me those pics before i can post them up here!
hahaha.
so damn FUNNY la.
laugh like hell.

dear 89, i really enjoy myself ytd.
It's been like so long we actually gather together.
We should actually do that often.
Must really find a day, whereby EVERYONE is free.
WE NEED A GROUP PIC!
haha.
And not forgetting to plan our JAPAN trip 5years down the road.
hahaha. SAVE SAVE SAVE!
89 will go on holiday trip tgt!

Many thanks to EVERYONE who gave me cards, presents, sms-es, friendster comments etc.

- my dear LES, much much HUGS for u.
i guess u really did alot for this celebration.
AHHA. isit tough gathering everyone's picture?
haha.
I'm actually touched. I'm really happy ytd.
Thank you SO MUCH! <3

and the GOH family, haha. sorry ah. i know u all wanted to celebrate my bdae with me ytd too. but 89 booked first. hehe. nvm, still have NEXT WK. hahahaa. oops! BHB. jus kidding.
i know u all have that heart , i'm really contented to have this family.
haha.

PICTURES will be uploaded once esther send it to me!

MEMORABLE TEEN bdae!

2008-10-09T09:18:00.002+08:00

Our Daily Journey

I had not learned to let go with the hands,
As still I have not learned to with the heart,
And have no wish to with the heart--nor need--
That I can see. The mind--is not the heart.
I may yet live, as I know others live,
To wish in vain to let go with the mind--
Of cares, at night, to sleep; but nothing tells me
That I need to learn to let go with the heart.

We learn to let go with our hands for many reasons.
And we have to let go with the mind - troubling thoughts, grudges and especially memories of sin we've confessed and made right with God.

-Hold on to the lasting things of the heart-

Our faith in the truth of God's Word, and in the saving grace of Jesus

2008-10-07T10:24:00.002+08:00

i was so emotional.

shall think about the happy stuffs happening this month.
CHEER UP SERENE=D

18oct : cousin's ROM
19oct : BIG DAY! haha.
25oct : xinyi's ceremony
28oct : BESTIES' gathering!

2008-10-07T09:58:00.002+08:00

It's so torturing.
why is this happening.
can we survive through tis crisis?
"Fear not, the Lord is with u"
I keep reminding myself this sentence, BUT however, i'm still scared.
Can u imagine, when u reach home, nth is left inside.
I need to be strong but there's always a limit.
I don't know when i will break down bcos of THIS again.

I guess i have to eat bread everyday to survive.
HP, internet bills.
worst case, i just have to terminate my internet.
but it's kind of impossible.
we need to have internet as my sis might have to use it.

i cried to myself.

I need to strength to move on.

2008-09-27T23:10:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH TAN!

i made the effort to blog for YOU.

haha.

you must appreciate this 0k.

(:

finally i have a proper picture with u.

misses!

our friendship will sure LAST!

2008-09-18T15:49:00.002+08:00

haha.
i actually managed to blog at this hr.
cos there arent any walk in customer for now.

but jus nw when i wanna go for my lunch, bunches of ppl came la.
cause me to have late lunch.

well, it's almost the end of 3rd wk.
another wk & it's 1mth.
isit fast?
i dunno.

i really wish that it will pass even faster.
i know i'm greedy
haha.
but attachment till end of nov is so torturing.

everyday the same routine.
i'm so tired.

anyway, had celebration at MS for tan's advanced bdae celebration
Lerk Thai.

haha.
it's seems like we are the only group inside the place.
cos we were making so much noise.
I hope tan enjoyed herself(:

Photos will be uploaded... eh, soon.
hahaha.

More outings k?
Had so much fun.

2008-09-12T12:34:00.002+08:00

Nine words women use...

1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay : ! This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome.

8.) Whatever : Is a women's way of saying FCUK YOU!

9.) Don't worry about it. I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3. Then you RUN!

2008-09-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

working life is nt that fun at all.
it's only the 3rd day & i'm having so much complains about it.

there are really all kinds of people.
i really prefer studying man.
regret it when i keep complaining about studying.
TREASURE IT.

trust me.
working is SO MUCH different.
gt to ren.
you think u're the only one stress?
i'm just someone new.

i still thank God for this malay woman who taught me all the stuffs.
willing to be so patient with me.
if not, i really duno how.
Dear God, pls grant her the patience to tolerate the aunty there, because if she request for transfer, i really duno how to survive for this 3mths.

guide me.
this path is not easy.
it's part & parcel of life.

WHY MUST MY COMPANY WORK FULL DAY ON SAT.
3mths.
Not long. Not short.
What am i going to do.
My cousin's ROM.
i wan to attend.
got to pray that my super is kind enuff to let me work longer hrs tht wk, den sat dun need to go back work.

God, pls zip up those 'uncles' mouth.
let them get busy everyday so as not to spout nonsense.
it's irritating
i dun wish to live in fear every morning

2008-09-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

1st day of attachment.

Had briefing at JBL.
Tiring session.
the security out there is so strict.
phone with camera are not supposed to be brought in.

the paper cheated us.
wasnt in the same company as cheryl lor.
end up we all got splitted up.

i dun understand why they dun wan to hire more ppl.
was so stressful up.
had to know what to do in jus few hours.
it's like so ...
so many things unsure.

practise makes perfect.

i jus hope that i wun get to do home 7+ everyday.
it's tiring.

felt so lonely.
there arent any other students coming for attachment to tht company.

had lunch ALONE today.
felt pathetic.
& the canteen place got huge DOGS la.
ohman.
spoil my mood of eating .

i wanna go back sch!
attachment is super tiring.
hAhah.

alright.
that's enough.
my eyes are closing.

JIAYOU for those doing IPP & FYPJ(:
JIAYOU for those having prelims!

nothing is impossible!

2008-08-29T23:30:00.003+08:00

saturday. sunday. monday
IPP is starting so soon.

heard tht i might need to work on sat.
gosh gosh.
there goes my saturday.

pray tht i'm able to cope with the work there.
get along well with the ppl there.

830am.
so damn early.
i guess working life arent fun.
it's jus for the sake of bucks.

i trust yr words but u made me wait like a fool
i guess it's a total mistake from the start
i have so little confidence
mayb i deserve it. for sinking too deep

2008-08-28T23:10:00.003+08:00

Attachment location

STA Inspection Pte Ltd
Sin Ming Road

But, i really thank God.
cheryl gt into the same location/company as me!!
( :

At least i get to know tht i have accompanyment.
Got to perform well during these 3mths.
Credits are quite high.
This IPP = 3modules credits.

It's alot!

Perharps certain things arent meant to be mine.
I dunno.
I wish to pretend nth has happened.
It's really torturing.
WHY
I have feelings too.

2008-08-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

YESH!
finally, i wont have to see those books anymore.
EXAMS-FREE

the feeling is just so nice.
dun need to mug like crazy
dun need worry about brain cells being killed.

tmr, the details of my IPP.
anxious. nervous. excited
hAhah.
all sorts of feelings.

sept is approaching.
gonna graduate in 1/2 yr time.
wat would i end up working as?
i realise that i don't have any direction in life.

it's time for me to really settle down.
think through.
like when should i get my confirmation.
i'm already 18.
19-to be

i just felt so lost.
suddenly

i should just stop thinking about it.
carry on with my life like how i did b4.
why does it bother me so much

2008-08-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

I PASSED MY GRADE 8 PRACTICAL!

I'm so damn happy =D
Cos i didnt expect the results to be out so soon.
It's like last than a mth.
I thot i didnt make it.
THANK GOD!!

And also, i would like to thank everyone who prayed for me, wish for luck for it.
I greatly appreciated it!
(:

Now, i have more motivation to study well for my exam.
Tmr 1st paper.

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE(:

2008-08-07T10:22:00.002+08:00

it's finally the STUDY WEEK.
I just need to take 3 major exams & that's it.
Study path OVER.
no more BOOKS.
no more LECTURES.
no more ASSIGNMENTS.

different directions.
different places.
different environment.

20aug : 1st paper
really need be in my best form.
no sup paper for final year students.

i wont need them.

it's been long tht i last took pictures.
my blog is hungry of PICS!
haha.
so, PEEPS, let's take PHOTOS!
(:

shall cont' with revision.

noone will know the ending of it.
nt even me.

2008-07-30T15:48:00.003+08:00

i almost witness an accident today.
thank God no one was injured.

project presentations are almost done soon.
tmr is the LAST PRESENTATION.
den EXAMS.
wow.

how fast time flies.
i'm going for IPP first=X

i hope it will be a nice experience within that 3months.
assign me to somewhere nearby.
ahah.

2008-07-17T15:32:00.004+08:00

IMPORTANT HEALTH TIPS!

Answer the phone by LEFT ear .
Do not drink coffee TWICE a day.
Do not take pills with COOL water .
Do not have HUGE meals after 5pm .
Reduce the amount of OILY food you consume.
Drink more WATER in the morning, less at night.
Keep your distance from hand phone CHARGERS .
Do not use headphones/earphone for LONG period of time.
Best sleeping time is from 10pm at night to 6am in the morning.
Do not lie down immediately after taking medicine before sleeping.
When battery is down to the LAST grid/bar, do not answer the phone as the radiation is 1000 times.

2008-07-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

today was supposed to be a nice day.
i dunno wth made u mood swing until so serious.
u always dun know the consequences after it.
u think only u have temper?
F. I really cant take it any further.
I'm afraid i cant tolerate it anymore.
sometimes, i feel like i'm not important at all.

how i wish i could be happy everyday.
due to some reasons, it's tough.

i jus break down at kovan today.
i couldnt take it.
i know my piano practical is near.
but i just wish to relax myself for a few hours.
restricted.
and pls STOP COMPARING.
i hate it!
did u ever spare a thought for ME?
why couldnt u jus encourage me with a few words ?
u jus keep stabbing me.
take it tht i'm lousy.

if this goes on, i will go BONKERS.
sometimes i felt tht u controlled too much.
rather u dont care anything about me..

den after few days, u act like nth happen.
i jus have too many scars to cover.
complicated background.

`i need u so badly.

2008-07-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO GUGU!

2008-07-09T02:13:00.001+08:00

Project is the reason that i'm here blogging.
zzz.
I only left with 4hrs of sleep.
Or mayb less than that.

Stressful enough.

Today, suddenly i was so emotional.
Just that too many things are happening at one go.
I'm unable to react properly.

why didnt u spare a thought for me.
i did tried my best.
it's not like i wan to have my exams so soon.
jus take it that i have poor time management.
2more weeks.
i'm sure i'm able to make it.
at least have some faith in me la.
i wan encouragements, not complains.

2008-07-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Why arent there any STRESS-FREE pills?
haha.
I'm really going bonkers soon.

Month of JULY is a tough month to get through.

2008-06-26T16:00:00.005+08:00

haha.
have been back from camp long ago.

it's so fun out at Batam.
No worries. No stress.
Just purely excitment & enjoyment(:
How i wish every year have church camp.
i'm awaiting for 2yrs later! haha

some of the sermons have been enriching.
just that i'm too tired. hah.
i was jus blindly copying.

I MISS THE FUN OUT THERE.
more camps!!

now sch term starts again.

projects are pilling up.
23july is getting near.
i guess i'm just too stress.
i must have faith in everything

you never know, now it's already wk 11.

random.

HONGKONG CAFE

Mango Ice

Strawberry Snow Ice

A&W at Batam

Curly Fries. damn nice

Our Set Lunch w/o burgers.
I took them out. haha

RootBeer Float

2008-06-26T15:57:00.001+08:00

Why Bill Gates decides to Sell OFF Microsoft?

Letter from Banta Singh to Mr. Bill Gates

Subject: Problems with my new computer

Dear Mr. Bill Gates,

We have bought a computer for our home and we have found some problems, which I want to bring to your notice.

1. There is a button 'start' but there is no 'stop' button. We request you to check this.

2. One doubt is whether any 're-scooter' is available in system? I find only 're-cycle', but I own a scooter at my home.

3. There is 'Find' button but it is not working properly. My wife lost the door key and we tried a lot trace the key with this 'find' button, but was unable to trace. Please rectify this problem.

4. My child learnt 'Microsoft word' now he wants to learn 'Microsoft sentence', so when you will provide that?

5. I bought computer, CPU, mouse and keyboard, but there is only one icon which shows 'My Computer': when you will provide the remaining items?

6. It is surprising that windows says 'MY Pictures' but there is not even a single photo of mine. So when will you keep my photo in the system.

7. There is 'MICROSOFT OFFICE' what about 'MICROSOFT HOME' since I use the PC at home only.

8. You provided 'My Recent Documents'. When you will provide 'My Past Documents'?

9. You provide 'My Network Places'. For God sake please do not provide 'My Secret Places'. I do not want to let my wife know where I go after my office hours.

Regards,
Banta

Last one to Mr. Bill Gates:
Sir, how is it that your name is Gates but you are selling WINDOWS??
if not please change your name to bill windows

2008-06-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

PIANO PRACTICAL : 23 JULY 2008.

GOSH.
freak out.
i thought it's in august.
zzz.

it's like in a month's time.
HELP!

I felt so not ready!
I'm in deep shit.
Got to practise hours & hours daily le.

2008-06-09T16:08:00.002+08:00

different people have different aspects of a lighthouse.
some tourists, photographers focus on their color & architechture.
BUT sailors know that the importance of lighthouse is the light.
to guide them to safety.
w/o the light, the lighthouse is as good as useless.

there are times when we feel useless to everyone.
we begin to forget that there is light in this world.
'let yr good deeds shine out for all to see'
never forget, this little light of ours(:

2008-06-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

OFFICALLY TERM BREAK!

Everything is going too fast.
Isit a good or bad thing?

Piano prac in August.
The month which i'm having exams
Pls really pray for me tht it wun clash with any of my exams date.
I really hope it would be after my exams.
I feel so nt prepared.
I dun wish to waste my $340 , effort, time & everything.
STOP COMPLAINING.
Practise(:

Complaining wun help me pass my practical.

~~some stuffs doesnt seems like wat u see.~~
you would tend to mistaken wat u've saw.
i'm sorry.
wat am i.
i'm not restraining anything.
i just felt, so not right.
no1 would uds how i feel.
not bcos i dun wish to tell some1 about it.
it's just tht, i, myself, i dun even know wat i'm thinking.
painful moments.
~~alright. i need to stop my nonsense.~~

2008-06-05T15:37:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!!

I can consider today as my holidays.
COMMON TESTS & PRESENTATION are done for tis 8weeks.
wow.
time really flies.
8weeks of sch just pass like that.

2weeks term break, here i come(:

holiday time always pass so quickly.
day by day.
week by week & u're back in sch again.

sleep. wake up. tv. eat.
routine for holidays.
HAHA

Sure grow fat.

CAMP CAMP CAMP!
at last.
a reward for myself for surviving through.

- RANDOM PICS -

MY CHAIR=D

MOTIVATION(:

2008-06-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

still surviving for LAST common test b4 term break?
i hope so.

THURS.
haha.
I can do it.

it's hard thou.
but i still have to force myself to study like 11chpts?
i bet i wun be able to complete it.

didnt get to enjoy for the past 2wks.
have been chionging like crazy.

JIAYOU!

vexed.
i dun like the feeling inside me=(
get lost.

2008-05-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

feeling quite fed up these few days.
i dunno why.

STRESS.
PROBLEMS everywhere.

It's wk 7 soon.
the torturous weeks are coming.
7,8
Written. Lab tests.
Almost everyday.
Nice one.

Not to worry.
I have motivation!

-- CHURCH CAMP(:(: --

16JUNE faster come!
I need to relax myself for that 4days!
enjoy & have fun like siao!
room-mate : esther(:

haha.
ENJOY TO THE MAX!

suffer for 2weeks in exchange for 4days3night camp.
worth it.
i'm sure during these 4days3night, WE ALL will have lots lots of fun!

~~my star dust.~~
~~mine(:~~

2008-05-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

will my hp be back ?
NO.

why am i so careless?
didnt even realised tht some idoitic bastard took it!!!

2008-05-08T16:05:00.002+08:00

I feel the stress coming towards me.
Stuffs are piling up.
4th week of sch. Which means 1mth has passed.

Am i adapting well in my environment ?
It's still tough.
Not the way to treat me like that.
My class arent any fun.

How i wish there arent any specialization for year3.
I felt so weird at times.
Sometimes, sch is such a trouble maker until i dun look forward to sch.
Forcing myself to sch.
=(
It sounds really bad.
Scattered all over.
Scary feeling.

Maybe after awhile, I will feel better. I hope so.

Are u enjoying out there?

ESTHER!!
I know u're feeling quite down cos he's not with u for about 3wks - 1mth.
Nevertheless, jus pray tht this period will go by quicky.
I cant do much.
Dont mind being yr PTBF(:
If u feel bored, noone to talk to, TALK TO ME. SMS ME((:

2008-05-04T22:57:00.001+08:00

BUILD-A-BEAR!!

Ohman.
It's like so damn cool la.
Those tiny little shirts.
BUT it's damn expensive!
=(

2008-05-02T15:55:00.002+08:00

It's freaking HOT.
Tons of projects & assignments to be done.
It's like only wk4.

I miss them=(

I'm stressed.
Assignment to be passed up on mon.
Presentation's on wed.
And i'm like halfway done with it.

Is there smth wrong with my time management ?

2008-04-23T08:16:00.005+08:00

This is something to understand more about Singapore:

In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings ( HDB ) and most people have already got used to Paying and Paying ( PAP ).

Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt ( PUB ). If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig ( PWD ) and get more from you.

So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment ( MOE )? With the current Mad Accounting System ( MAS ), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead ( PSA ), which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks ( POSB ). And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always ( LTA) system.

When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital ( MOH ), you might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral ( CPF ) fund. If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart( NUH ) to treat you, and you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH ).

To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway ( COE ). If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices ( ERP ) on the roads.

If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train ( MRT ), or get squashed in a bus Side By Side ( SBS ).

Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually ( SENTOSA )!!!

2008-04-22T22:22:00.003+08:00

FANCIFUL USB DRIVE

2008-04-22T00:53:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I feel that I'm forcing myself to sch.
I dunno why.
Going to sch arent tht fun anymore.
It's only the 2nd week.
I yearn for weekends to come. soon
real SOON.

And i really need to pray for my church camp fees.

2008-04-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 4 people and posts their names, than go to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
4. Rules are meant to be broken.. teehee..
5. Who comes up with these games anyway? I’m surprised I got sucked into all this.

What was I doing ten years ago (1998 in general)?
Primary sch? Haha. Maybe i was just some pathetic kid.
Those 'gong gong' kind. Listening attentively to teacher. HAHAHA.

5 things on my to-do list today:
[1] QUIET TIME
[2] Complete my global supply chain hw by breaktime=x
[3] Piano lesson
[4] SCHOOL
[5] TV entertainment at night

5 snacks I enjoy:
[1] Potato chips
[2] Sweeets(: *beware of tooth decay*
[3] Ice cream
[4] Almond corn flakes
[5] Satay Fish

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
[1] 1/10 of what I have to God
[2] Nice & comfortable house
[3] Chiong to Bugis - CRAZINESS SHOPPING
[4] Around the world
[5] Not too greedy, 4things will do. Haha

5 of my bad habits (Hmmm...)
-As mentioned above, haha.
Rules ARE MEANT to be broken. I shall not answer this.

3 places I have lived:
[1] Bukit Purmei
[2] Sengkang
[3] Jurong

4 people I tag:
[1] ME
[2] MEE
[3] MEEE
[4] MEEEE

2008-04-18T14:33:00.002+08:00

1st Scene.
Daddy and Mommy are fighting in the living room, right in front of their little son.
Daddy : Oh!!! You Bitch!
Mommy : What?? You Bastard!
Son : Daddy, Mommy, what's Bitch and Bastard??
At this moment, Daddy blushes. He quickly thinks up of something.
Daddy : It means Ladies and Gentlemen son.
Son : Oh I see!

2nd Scene...
Little Son was watching a TV show about premarital sex and there they mentioned the words 'breasts' and 'penises'.
Mommy was reading the papers.
Son : Mommy, what's breasts and penises?
At this moment, mommy turned blue, and quickly thought of something to say.
Mom: It means coats and hats, son.
Son : Oh I see!

3rd Scene...
Daddy was shaving his beard and son passed by; the toilet. Suddenly daddy cut himself and scream...
Daddy : Oh SHIT!!
Son : Daddy, what's shit?
At this moment, Daddy eyes bulged, and quickly thought of something to say..
Daddy : It means shaving cream, son.
Son : Oh I see!!

4th Scene..
Christmas is approaching, and mommy was stuffing the turkey into the stove.
The turkey just wouldn't fit into the stove, so she said...
Mommy : Oh! Fuck!
Son : Mommy, what's fuck?
At this moment, Mommy froze.
She quickly thought of something to say.
Mommy : It means stuffing, son
Son : Oh I see!!

5th Scene...
It's Chrismas Eve!
Little son exuberantly opened the door to let all that is uncles, aunties, cousins and friends come into the house.
Proudly he said... 'Welcome in, Bastards and Bitches!
Please put all your breasts and penises at that corner of the house !
My parent are busy at the moment.
You see; Daddy is putting shit on his face upstairs and mummy is fucking the turkey in the kitchen.
Don't worry they will come out in a minute!!
Everyone fainted!!!

2008-04-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

3rd day of school.

I CANT SWOP MY TIMETABLE LA!
My new class seems so weird ?
Learning to be independent.

Life w/o CHERYL
=(

I'm trying hard to adapt to my new environment(:
JIAYOU everyone!
For those who just started sch.

2008-04-06T23:35:00.005+08:00

LAST WEEEK OF HOLIDAYS!!
Gosh.
And everything is starting all over AGAIN.

YESH.
Church camp, I'm coming.
Wheeee!!
*excited!*
Need to hand up the form sooon.
BUT $.$ $.$ $.$

I want my timetable to be out soon.
So eager to know if i'm in the same class as my friends.
It's killing me.

Today's last song.
SIAN.
I just hate playing songs with the time signature of 3/4
I always get it wrong=(
Got to brush up.
Anyway, had fun working with uncle fu man(:
He's always so jokeful. Hahha.

Went bugis ytd to shop for esther's stuffs.
She's excited to go sch=x
hahaha.
Am i right?

Surprisingly, my cousin was also at bugis.
Meet her after tht.
Went n.y.d.c for dinner.

Wildberry soda drink? I forgot.

Some thumbs up stuffs.

The starry eyes so damn weird.

Another attempt!

...

Worst. I dun understand why this looks so blur.

2008-03-27T23:43:00.007+08:00

Piano teacher registered for my Grade 8 practical .
AUGUST.
$340
How can i afford to fail it=(
I feel the stresss.

And when will my sch timetable be out?
I got to enjoy myself in JUN - Church camp!!
b4 sitting for my practical.
Pray hard that i'm having holidays during 16 - 19 June 08
I fail to attend the previous one.
I WILL make it for this(:

Do we really have NAFPA during 3rd year?
I DUNWAN!!
It's like ages since i last exercise ?
*oops*
I thought i have 'gotten' away from NAFPA after sec4
Most likely i'm WRONG.
5 stations, 2.4km.
Isit coming back to me again??
GET LOST.

[23032008] - GROUP OUTING AT MARINA HK CAFE

BABEL<3

Had sharing about Easter Sunday, life experiences & more.
FUN time(:

2008-03-25T00:41:00.002+08:00

STRUGGLES are what everyone has.
I believe.

It would be a lie if there arent any.
many. many. many.

2008-03-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

Barking Flowers.

Hahaha.

Thanks hakim for the mail.

MY FAVE! so cute.

2008-03-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

Had lots of fun at fort canning park today(:
Although it's tiring, BUT it's really fun hunting for those stuffs.
Working together as a team. As a group.
BABEL came in 2nd for overall!
It rocks!
YEAH=D
Stay united as one, babel!

Results releasing in 1wk +
Year3 life is starting soon.
Everything seems so fast.
Just ONE more year to go.

When will i know if i'm having holidays during jun?!?
I SO WANNA GO CHURCH CAMP!

takecare jiaxian(:

2008-02-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

havent been blogging.

Days without exams have been passing so damn fast.
It's THURDAY already.

I bet if i'm having exams, time wouldnt fly so fast.

I WAN CHALET
Hope that my cousin is able to get it(:

What about church camp?
I wish to go.
It's been like soooo long.

Had cell today.

Thanks jessie for the sr cake!
Hahha.
Loves.

I wan to go out.
I'm getting bored.
I cant probably stay at home everyday.
Sure grow FAT.

Wanna do some part time job.
Earn some bucks.

It had been so long since i felt so relaxed.
The last time was like ..
The feeling is so NICE.

FREEDOM.

2008-02-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

I HAD MY LAST PAPER TODAY!!
(:(:

although the outcome is not really great, but.
HAHA.
It's over le.
Shall not brood on it much.

Anyway.
Today was so damn paiseh.
My hp alarm sounded in the exam hall.
Zzzz.
Not once.
Several.
Until i was so pek cek.
I off all my alarm.
Lucky wasnt caught for cheating or smth.

2008-02-21T21:47:00.004+08:00

- Life is like a see-saw which goes up and down -

Sad case.
I'm just forcing myself to memorize everything.

Dun even uds a single shit.
I did try to create stories to understand.
But i fail to.

Just all the best for my Last paper.
I'm putting it in Your Hands.
(:

First time i felt so stress for exams.
How I wish.

2008-02-20T23:23:00.006+08:00

CISCO CAN KILL ME!
I need full concentration
It's tough =(

Color my life pls.

2008-02-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE PAPER to go!!

And it's the toughest among all.
Boo.

I seriously hate this module.
Don't really uds.
Deep deep trouble.

Calculation.
Theory.
Memorizing.

2008-02-17T22:29:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE(:

Must rmb my share 8mths later ya.
Hahaha.
Glad u've enjoyed yrself this day.

EXAMS are starting in ONE day time!
I felt so unprepared.
I guess i'm like some others.
Having some exams phobia.
Whatever.

I'm trying my best to relax.
Pray to Him.
He will do wonders.
Believe & Trust in Him.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, SERENE(:

Just hope that this week will pass quickly.
And EXAMS WILL BE OVER!

`I hate myself for being in this state.
It sucks.
What's wrong with ME.
Seriously, i dunn0.

2008-02-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

I HATE EXAM STRESS!

save me from it.
it's so torturing

2008-02-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

I hate study week.

Need to face them for a long period.

But i cant slack any longer.

Countdown to EXAMS are damn near.

Grrrr.

Why no one complain about the weightage for exams.

-50%

It determines whether u're dead or alive after taking that paper.

Exclude those moderation.

I just don't uds why i will feel tired when studying.
Where as shopping, it's so nice.

Both also start with 'S'
Studying. Shopping.
------- Serene. ------

Ok, i don't know what am i talking now .

Better continue STUDYING

-truth's triumph

2008-02-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Enjoy as much new year goodies as u can!
Get many many many ANGBAOS!

haha.
(:

2008-02-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

Stomach was killing me today.
It hurts like crazy.

I almost fainted.
Zzz.
My lips turned WHITE.
0hman.

It's the 1st time i'm experiencing this.
Until my lips turned white.
This goes to show how painful i am.
=(

Sometimes, i dunn0 wat's my stomach doing.

2008-02-05T01:15:00.000+08:00

Recently i have no mood for studies.
I'm in the mood for CHINESE NEW YEAR!

I seriously hate NYP's exam timetable.
Some ppl might find it great, but to me, it's ~~sucks~~.
I'm sorry. No offence.

Exams after CNY is a NONONO.
I cant even enjoy my CNY peacefully.

My mind will be corrupted with exams stuffs.

Anyway, i usually dont care.
haha.
I just enjoy till crazy, den chiong for that 1wk.

2MORE DAYS!!
( :

ANGBAOS, WAIT FOR MEE.

i just realised.
New Year is back again.
That's like so damn fast

full concentration
leave me.

2008-01-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

tragic just happened like that.
we ought to treasure our lifes.

treasure everyone.
you never know wat will happen tmr.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/STIStory_201668.html

Please pray for the deceased families.
This news might be too sudden for them to accept.

2008-01-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY VINCCI( :

Sorry.
Couldnt celebrate on the actual day for ya.
Hope u dun mind.

It marks the end.
Like FINALLY.

Got to concentrate on test, exam le.
Weightage so damn high.
zzz.

2008-01-17T02:15:00.000+08:00

I Need A Space To Breathe!!
HELP..

0hya,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ESTHER (:

couldnt post an entry on e actual day.
wun mind rite?
Haha.
Jiayou for yr LIVE performance at 97.2FM later on!
I can only give u moral support!
Hahaa

That one week of project presentation is coming sooon.
DATELINE.
TORTURE PERIOD.
STRESS.
*screams!!! *

@~!#@$#%$&^%*!$@$^*!@#$%^
I don't even know why am i typing this

` CISCO CISCO CISCO

Wish me luck.
I need them.

2008-01-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

It's making me so damn stressed up.

week15 is the worst week man.
Everyday projects.
0h come on.
Life still has to go on.

Why am i nagging here.

At least it makes me feels better?
hahah.

2008-01-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

CHERYL

ANG

SU

JIN

!!!

2008-01-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

NYP OPEN HOUSE : 10-12Jan

One year jus past like that.
And my sch open house is BACK in ACTION once again.
How FAST.
And we are graduating soooon.
OHMAN!?!

Thinking about the specializations we chose.
We gonna be splitting.
I hate this parting.
Although we still can see each other, BUT the feeling is there.
After all, we have been together as one for like 2years.
The fun we had.
The jokes we laugh at.

I really treasure everyone.
REALLY.

It's raining out there.
*it describes my feeling right now.

Everything is so tough.
I hate it.
I wish to be strong at times.
You think it's easy?
Wait till you experience the pain & torture.

2008-01-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LISHAN!!

i hope u have enjoyed yrself at pizza hut today (:
although it's kind of noisy. haha.

BDAE GIRL

WITH HER SWEETEST BF

DARES!

1st : with lishan. hah. *muacks*

2nd : 1 tablespoon of CHEESE!

Enjoy watching the process of it!

give away daress.

HER BDAE DESSERT FROM PIZZA HUT

I'M LOVING MY DESSERT!!

lishan won't eat you up, cheryl! hhaha.

cheryl is happier now.hah.

enjoy these VIDEOS!

* my 1st time using blogger video. dun blame me if anytink goes wrong!

hHa.

lishan, hope u really enjoy yrself. & the birthday present! ahha (:

2008-01-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

I slept at 5am tis morning.
-i'm better den jessie. she didnt sleep at all =X

haha.
Going home around 4+
Nice experience. Cos i nv went back tht late b4.

It was so nice.
I wish i could stay longer but i'm too tired.

Ohya.
Had countdown in church.

WELCOME TO 2008!

Have i get over all my unhappiness?
Is anything still pondering me?
I hope there is none.

2007-12-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

Sch is STARTING!!
I'm no mood for it.

FEARS.

projects
tests
assignments

Going to sch on New Year Eve.
Haha.
Total boring lor.
Somemore it's 8AM!

things had came to this stage
memories had been kept
i have no right to blame you.

2007-12-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

EXTREMELY CHRISTMAS!!

Yeah, it's over!
I hope ppl would enjoy lots lots!

ohman. the drummer from EchoMusic!
AHHH!
hhha.

damn shuai lor.

they went off so fast =(

christmas is coming so soon!
but my sch work is piling up.

i hate e NEW YEAR arriving.
so many stuffs not done yet.

i hate to face u at times

2007-12-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

I got a FREE dinner today (:
for helping esther out with her work!

hahah.
It's fun actually.

Punch here & there.
File here & there.

See, i can be a GOOD assistant.
i completed filing quite fast.
hha.
*self advertising*

Christmas cards are nt written completely yet.
Ohno.
Time is running out.
=(

Are you able to forgive the one you hate the MOST?
it can be really tough.
the impression is already there
you jus spoil the beautiful picture.
i cant hate you.

2007-12-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

When I Whine
~~~~~~~
Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair
I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and used a crutch
But as she passed, she passed a smile.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
I have 2 legs, the world is mine.

I stopped to buy some candy
The lad who sold it had such charm
I talked with him a while, he seemed so very glad
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me,
"I thank you, you've been so kind.
It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 eyes, the world is mine.

Later while walking down the street,
I saw a child with eyes of blue
He stood and watched the others play
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew, he couldn't hear.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
I have 2 ears, the world is mine.

With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I would know
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed, The world is mine.

We have so much to be thankful for!!!

Sorrow looks back,
Worry looks around,
Faith looks up.

2007-12-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

MDI practical is DONE!
my holidays are sooo sooo NEAR~!

At last school is givin us a break.
After chionging for the past few weeks.

CHRISTMAS SEASON(:

Pack of lotsz of events!!
YEAH.
So awaitin.

I gonna leave my day happily.
If u laugh, one day is gone.
If u cry, one day is also gone.
So, would you choose to LAUGH or CRY yr day off?

2007-12-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

why cant u just admit it.
obviously u're in the wrong.
but u jus keep dening it.
wat's going on?

i realli hate to believe wat i saw.
are those stuffs really true?
my hopes are crashed.
a so-called GOOD EXAMPLE?
i tried so hard.
wat's the outcome?

PLEASE DO SOME SELF REFLECTION.
wat that person want, YOU would agree w/o thinking.
wat about us?
HELLO.
who is closer to u.

*Seriously. I hate to blog this.
I'm not having a private blog.
BUT i just really dunno wat to do.
BLOGGING is the best to let out everything.
I'm not trying to ask for anything.
Jus read n forget wat i've said above.

2007-12-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

I hate this week of mine.
Packed with lots of stuffs.
Lucky it's ending soon.

YEAH~

tmr is my LAST common test for this term.

i'm loving it.

my HOLIDAYS are approaching. (:

At last i can have some break.

my internet almost hang on me jus nw.
scare me tilll ..

but now it's alive. Back to Normal(:

christmas carol practise at 8AM on sat!
ohmy.
*poor ger*
hahah.
wake up at 530? as wat she told me.

-back to MDI.

dun trust ppl easily.
believe yourself(:

2007-12-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

STOP!

i'm getting crazy soon.

Lots of load piling up uP & UP.
I need space to breathe.

MESS

I dun demand for more.
I jus wanna lead a peaceful life.
And that's it.

Cant i jus have this tiny request?

Alright, i dun seems to have a choice of leadin my sch lifestyle.
LET IT BE.

i'm dying

2007-12-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

I got a damn ugly blue-black on my arm.
It's so freaking obvious.
Like kena abused like that
=(

Quick recover.
Haha.

School is so damn sickening.
I'm getting bored.

Why is there misery in this world?

tell me how can i trust u again?
it seems a kind of joke.
wat am i to u.

2007-11-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

i told myself to be normal.

nth seems right at the BEGINNING.
get lost from my life.you liar.

why arent i'm sleeping when i'm having early morning LECTURE.
hah.
I guess it's bcos i will confirm be late for that lecture?
Since tht teacher dun realli care.
oops.

sian.
i gonna be REAL BUSY again.
wk8.
lots of assignment, test, prj
woooh.

alright. good night folks.
i guess it's bedtime.

2007-11-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE MY DEAREST MEI!!

purplish.
hahah.

I hope u will have a GREAT & FUN time on yr b'dae ya?
I'm realli glad to have a sister like u!
I will really treasure tis r/s well(:
*muacks*

2007-11-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

I've realised i haven been updating for long.

BUT ...

i dun have the feel to update. suddenly
my mind is being corupted.
it's not functioning really well.

too many things le.

i'm tired.
just let me fade away. ~~silently.~~

2007-11-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Got lots of pics to upload.

BUT

I'm jus plain lazy.

It's taking too much time la.

1st : Upload to photobucket
2nd : Wait for the uploaded pics
3rd : Copy e codes over to blogger
4th : Paste it
5th : Edit it if pic dun fit

MAYBE one day i will upload them.
if i have the mood la.

p.s :
i love my neos pic tht i took ytd (:
hahaha.

haha.

ok.
dreamland time.

2007-11-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

i'm so broke =(

hahah.

Got to control.

NO MORE SHOPPING.
*ahhh. there goes my shopping list*

And i jus ate pastamania ytd.
HaHa.

All those freaks are catching up.
[TESTSS!!]

My stuffs are never ending.

So awaiting for christmas!
But then, i jus realise.
Times passes REALLI FAST.